Monday, 28 August 2006

  • So it seems that I only write on here when I'm not all very happy, which coincidentally happens to be the only time I feel like I have thoughts worth posting.  Figured I'd change things up a bit and write during a different mood. 

    God has been answering a few of my prayers lately and I'm feeling at peace for the moment.  Sometimes it's too easy for me to get caught up in worries, I dwell on those things and forget all the good that God has given me.  Case one.  My boyfriend.  The best thing that has ever happened to me.  When I'm with him, it feels like all of my pain is being sucked out of me.  My life support... laying there beside me, holding me, breathing with me, loving me, keeping me safe.  He's the most beautiful and perfect (for me) person that I know.  I admire him.  And I love him so much.  I wish that at all times I was capable of not taking him for granted.   

    I think that he probably deserves someone better than me.... but we won't tell him that.    

    Case two, three, and four might come up at another time, but that's all for now.  God is good.            

    "We look at each other wondering what the other is thinking but we never say a thing."

Comments (35)

  • lyricsninja
    nice choice of quotes. dmb is a great band. how have things been?
  • FictionalCharacter102
    Takes the fun out of guessing and accusing one another...
  • FictionalCharacter102
    Nevertheless, well put. I love the statement.
  • FictionalCharacter102
    You haven't seen the least of me yet. ;) Sorry, babe. I know I'm overcommenting, here...
  • lyricsninja

    your thoughts are most definately always worth posting. :)

    we all take those around us for granted at some time or another. dont be too brutal on yourself for it. just remember to be thankful during those other times. from all i know about you, he must be a spectacular guy. you, although you wont believe it, are very deserving of him. and methinks he deserves you - no one else. we all tend to think the person we love deserves better, when in fact we might be the one thing they need.

    keep your chin up and keep smiling. hope you have a great day.

  • JaredMoffett
    Yeah I'm back at school.  I go to ETSU and I'm studying English.
  • all_that_is_me
    no? awww. Why not, it actually looks pretty cool
  • purple_hazeD

    I know, I should update my site one of these days, don't worry it will be done.

    Well, I'm sure your boyfriend is the lucky one to have you, or maybe you're both lucky so we'll live it to that.  It's nice to hear that you're happy, you're both happy, that's what counts the most.  Sometimes all we need is for someone to be there for us and us for them.  It doesn't really matter what we're doing as long as our loved one is right there next to us, isn't that so romantic?

    Well, thanx for stopping by and I hope to talk to you very soon.

    love ya

  • CcloudsM
    Lol... thanks for all your comments.  :)  I visited Kelly Sweet's site and liked what I heard.  How'd you hear about her?  What a beautiful entry... I hope that one day God will bless me with someone as wonderful as your man sounds!  He chose you - so no more of that "he deserves someone better" talk.  :)
  • tallnthin26

    That's really sweet to regard your bf in such terms of endearment.  How long have you two been going out?

    Cheers!

  • jeccabn
  • CcloudsM
    lol... okay... so I definitely laughed!!  I've never gotten into soaps... they move way too slow and way too dramatic.  :)  But I guess they have good music sometimes!
  • CONQUERERthruChrist
    Wow, you get a lot of feedback. Just stopping by to say hello.
  • Farsight_XR40

    I'm guessing you didn't see Dickie Roberts. In both of them the dance scene is what you'd expect Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera to do in one of their music videos but its done by a seven-year-old. I find that disturbing although they did manage to make it funny unlike the aforementioned Dickie Roberts. I highly recommend seeing Little Miss Sunshine.

    I don't watch the Office but I hear its good. And let me know how the Illusionist is. I think it was limited release so I'll have to wait to see it.

  • lyricsninja
    thats EXACTLY what i said when i read under the cap. my exact words were "what the f#$%!!!"
  • all_that_is_me
    it's my hand over my face, you see part of my face, but you have to look closely
  • ventsessions
    this entry makes me happy.  i'm glad you have a great bf in your life....those kinds of people are hard to come by (in my experience at least).  and yes it's good to know how God has blessed your life and to appreciate what you have.  sometimes we get so caught up in stupid worries that we forget about the positive things :)
  • CcloudsM
    haha... well i can put you on the list... you may actually enjoy it... so check back.  :)  Oh, and btw, my sister started listening to Kelly Sweet because of the "big purple kissing lips".  Lol.
  • ITaKeNaPs2

    Hmmm...I'm not sure what was up with that. I did notice that you had commented before. I didnt realize she had ignored and deleted it. She has an offbeat way of thinking sometimes. Do you want me to ask?

    Anyway, I bought you a post card while driving through the Mojave desert.

  • Kill_Giovanna
    Maybe May Day was like the official "hope day". Summer coming is always pretty. Well...most the time it is. Or maybe I'm lying. Perhaps it really doesn't matter the time of the year.
    I'm glad God is good to you. He answers prayers all the time, even the ones you wish you didn't pray.
    -Giovanna
  • ITaKeNaPs2

    so I asked her what was up with it. she didn't delete it or anything. she just privatized the post.

    ...and yes yes! I had planned on getting one from each state we passed through, but that didn't really pan out.

  • ARTSeDREAMER

    hey, thnx for visitng can u comment me cuz im really bored. ^_^ thnx

    ~me~

  • CcloudsM
    lol... wow girl... do you have anything to do besides comment on my site???  haha.  thanks for all the words, though... you've helped make this day a bit more exciting.  :)
  • BlurbzOfABlonde
    im here i called out from work yesterday.... i'll update soon....imma put up a little one now....but when i get a free sec from catchin up here at the office i'll put it all up n when my mom gets back from honeymoon i'll post pics...she took the camera :(
  • ARTSeDREAMER

    im teh one on teh left.yeah well school makes me crazy enough to die...and i have to walk home its too much. i get home work in almost every subjuect every nihgt....grrrr. haha thnx for the comments!!

    ~me~

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